All I can say god that here in united states I'm one of the happiest girl in this world and god your a giving me a lot since Dola death even this year was full of challenges and even I'm wishing some stuffs 2 but lemme talk first about what you 've given to me god !!
and also I'm gonna write about tifa good memories :):)
year 2011 to me is such exciting year full of goods and bads !!!
first of all i came here to usa since God wanted this . After booking my airline ticket i felt so regret and i said what I've done why shall i leave to the use with ma mum and ma bro while ma grandee is so sick ??? Then i went and i told her I'm so sad i don't wanna travel now i do it later because i knew by going there i will never go back to ma home-country !!!
then she said No don't leave your mum !!! then i told her ok i will go with my mum !!! then before leaving by one day i said myself why don't i return my airplane ticket back and i was fiting so bad with my mum but unfortunately it was too late ! the airline customer service representative told me you can't do this but i really asking maself till now i shouldn't even bother about stupid ticket or wetever because a person should follow his heart ! but I said to myself it is ok i will go to use for a month or 2 and help mum to settle down and then i will return back to my grand-mother !!!
awal maro7t america ablit my angel toufi and it was a total different new experience to me indeed !!!! w after like 2 or 3 months i loved toufi so so much w in fact even i used to fight with him kol yum that i don't go back to egypt and i never forget the idea of going back to egypt he was the reason to distract me about the idea and even since mustafa experience was smith totally new to me i wasn't only distracted about going back to egypt bt i also was distracted about doula and wish i believe is god will !!!
God i really love you because you brought me here in the rite time !!! and u had 2 many reasons for it :)))
first of all because you knw so much it wold be so hard for me to see Dola dying !!!
Second i 've met ma babe and I'm engaged now to the most amazing person in the whole universe !!!! , he completes ma life
Third i came here in the rite time and toufi save me to go to egypt in the rite time as well !!!!
God i love u so much so much because You gave me the most amazing person in the universe Toufiiii !!!! he is almost perfect to me !!! i fucking adore ma babe boy i adore him more than i do to myself !!!
he is so caring , protective , lovely , VERY kind -hearted person !!! he treats me so soft and he adores me so so so much !!!!
i love ma babe when he studies to me , I LOVe ma babe when tells me enti no2ta w rou7 ably , i adore him when i feel he fites the whole world for me !!!! i adore ma babe when he gets me the best things ever and i love him so effen much when he holds me high in the sky and fly with me :D I Love him when he drives me to school he must give me the special hug of every morning !!!
I love him when he calls me when he is in lab and i love him when texts me a lot and pamper me so so so much !!!!
he is loyal to me even he is a big flirt :-D And he is the best i just wish god makes our love to last even all the trbs we ll face !!!
Just god be with us because i know it mite be so hard on both of us !!!!
I love you god when you just awake me every day f el fagar i feel so special !!!!!
I love you god because when I'm so so sad you are the one who helps me to get out of my mood so so so fast !!!!
and sometimes i find my friends close to me even they are away in egypt !!!!!
God never ever puts me in troubles no matter what !!!
I LOVe you god because a lot of things happened to me and i feel I'm like so so lucky !!!!
for example :-
1- i will never forget lam dl2t el tea w dad didn't even notice this !!!
2- i will never forget when the whole institute celebrated my birthday and even ibraheem was there and his birthday is on the same month he just disappeared and wow that day was pretty amazing to me !!!!!
3- I'm even so lucky coz god saved me and i now can attend the school only 1 day a week instead of 4 dam days a week and this issue used to bother me a lot and thanx god also helped me !!!!!
4-mona is kind away from us me and toufi and no more trbs intervention and waga3 dma5 !!!! w just treat her now from ba3eed la ba3eed
5-a lot of things happens to me just simply tells me I'm so lucky !
for example anything i lost i simply got it back ! when I'm tired to do anything god helps me i swear !!! another example massln my cell never get ybouz even brz3o kttir awe awe :) !!! anything i want from god i simply got it anything !!!! and the list keeps on going !! another pure example ahmed used to have my cell phone and he didn't even open my own pictures thnx god !!!! even karim gemei when manzri kan 7yb2a khara odamo toufi helped me and it was so ok !!!!
how my family really loves me !!! for example heidi wow she got me anything i simply ask anything !!! and she get worried on me from anything and even tarek !!! and even ma dad ! how cute he was when he was telling toufi " honada is ma favorite daughter "
i will never forget how he hugged me before on the cowch and how cute he is when he knew i love toufi so much he is treating him rally good !!! and i ll never forget how ahmed and tarek and dad hugged me so so good in my birthday !
How tarek was about to kill el guys at the restaurant because they were just looking at me !!!!
how he used to tell heidy and dad law ay 7ga grarit like heina anti w dad ana w honada w r just more than ok !!!
how helpful he was when i got my iPad he downloaded for me a lot of games and he even downloaded to me more than five hundreds songs on the " Nano " ......
Ahmed even he is crazy sometimes but i guess he does love me so so much !!!!
You love me God because you gave me beauty and thnx god i consider maself mesh n2ssni haga expect that i loose weight for sure !!!! i feel so happy because I'm so appreciated here !!!!
people treats me in a way so good !!! also when i go outside people look at me and i feel so happy !!! i will never forget how my chinese friend at the center she told me you are " beautiful "
how pam in style america hairdresser is calling me honada with " the long hair " and i will never forget the mexican lady in the bathroom telling me wow you have pretty long hair !!
God i can't believe how much i love u people in the institute love me so much !!! i feel so so special thnx god really !!!
melissa when she gets used on me she loves me so much she always do for me what i want ! she even helped me in my exam and she is pretty great !!!! all of the girls and boys consider me as their leader thanx god big times for this !
they always ask me about anything they want !!! they respect me so much !!! and all boys i can tell 7ymoto 3lya !!!!
even mickey the director she likes my hair loool
even mora tutoring classes she always puts for me my favorite movies and she loves me because I'm always following with her and interacting so good !!!
even ann when she says any examples in class she has to put ma names and she always give me full grades !!!!
even the day is so so fk tiring but god begad by3wdiiiniii :D
HOW 3assam used to tell me my princess and he used to cook for me lot of corns and food !!
even mar wan he used to help me so so much at the store !!!!
i feel I'm so so lucky as well because thanx god kol marra i fite with ma bbe w r bak to eachothers and i also feel so lucky because people hina thnx god never get mad from me !!!
even heidi when i yells at her so so so so bad she doesn't get mad at me a all once she feels I'm ok !!! even she helps me and sometimes i yell at her and bab2a zlma she never gets mad at me !!!!
when i get even bored god bytl3ni ma el mood as well !!!!!
ma babe is so special kol el nass 7tmoot 3leih and that 's why i also feel special :):)
i've met here grit ppl too in ma life i loved them like rabbit the pilot guy ! 3m assim !!! the guy at the grape vine restaurant the waiter lol even i didn't get to know him but he seems a good guy ... kabeela and hw she used to love so much and cook for me what i want and anything i used to ask was shobeik lobeik :) , NANCy and brian ,,, nancy is so kind as well too !!!! ahmed lay and his sister , MAYa ...etcccc
i will never forget when ma babe used to fite with the guy when he told him u have a beautiful lady :)
and i remember my last birthday all people were about to get nut on me coz of ma dress and all were videoing me as well !!!
and even the owner of the place was so sweet with me !!!
i just love it when pppl treat me super nice like this !!! even my mexican friend at the center she was abut to cryyyy when she was leaving me :( and the other mexican guy he just loves to see me and tell me "Hi "
also when i went to red robin burger how the laddy admired me so much and how was the waitress super nice to me as if she knew it is actually ma birthday :)
i don't even remember who told it to me but i was happy when he said i look like spanish people .....
i will never forget how all people were also looking to me in the valentine day and how lucky i used to be this day when we got to the reservations so so fast and also i was so happy when we find this guy who photocopied us as well :):)
in trip when i go and buy smith all ppl look at me and at the convenient store the crazy guy told u have a grit hair and how the short blond guy was flirting with me and the blk guy told me u have a nice personality and paul used to support me and says she is really good in the cashier and how the guy at trip told tarik she looks smarter than u !!!!
i had grit days here with ma babe they are countless if i try to write em down it gonna take like 4ever !!!!!!!!
how come i can know why will like happen every day through my dreams as well 2 !!!! that 's perfect 2 !!!!
how my friends still love me so much and connect with me and they like miss me so much !!!!
also thnx god give me smartness ...
wow god gives me smartness , beauty , appreciation , PEOple love , luck , el bassira !!! , THe best fiancé' ever , FAMily loving me so much , IM A muslim and a prowd 2 !!!! GOD always help me and support me as well !!!!
i can tell god never like y7rmni man 7ga wlhy el 3zeem .. nth n2ssini el 7dl ya rab ya 3azeem !!!!!
i even wanted a mac air and ma babe got it for me ...
